Okay... But NOT okay

Okay...but NOT okay

_It's okay_ for you if you don't like me anymore as you used to before.

_It's okay_ for you if you don't want to spend time with me anymore as you wanted it before.

_It's okay_ for you if you don't want to remember my little things which once you remembered without any efforts.

_It's okay_ for you if you don't wish to show me your crazy selfies and pictures of your cute expression and _nakhras_ which you used to send me daily, just to make my day.

_It's okay_ for you if you don't wish to call me that often as you used to call me whenever you even get a pain in your nail.

_It's okay_ for you if you don't wish to text me asking about my whereabouts and day doings as you used to do that before.

_It's okay_ for you if you don't wish to cling to me on our two wheelers ride on which you lovingly liked embracing me every now and then.

_It's okay_ for you if you don't wish to hold my hands with our fingers clasped while strolling on long walks as before.

_It's okay_ for you if you don't wish to wait for hours just to meet me for few minutes as you used to before.

_It's okay_ for you if now you don't  care about my health or of me not eating up on time as you used to worry about the same before.

_It's okay_ if you are not concerned at all about me, which wasn't the case before.

_It's okay_ for you if you don't love me anymore.

_It's okay_ for you if you have already found a guy.

_It's okay_ for you if you have started loving someone with all your heart 💓

_It's okay_ for you to do all those little things for him which once you used to do for me.

_It's okay_ for you if you now  don't hear my sounds of silence anymore.

_It's okay_ for you but it's surely NOT okay for me for being stranded, tored apart in my life while you are doing all the 

okay-ish things for someone else's.

But I Guess that's _okay...but not okay._